Dat Bombin guurrll

I feel bad about telling a certain person no to prom dinner after we had plans to go together… I did it for the right reasons I think and I hope he doesn’t think lesser of me.. Now he’s being really sweet and idk what to do… I’m sorry R. 

So it’s Thursday and my friend wasn’t at school which made me sad all day… BUT he called me after school :D after that I finally got to see him after days and it was nice to finally have him back…  He’s mostly okay and he still hasn’t changed a bit after everything he went through.. I’m very happy to be the first person he called after getting out. He talked about prom and about our [hopeful] camping trip this break… yup.. Happy! on the downside, I saw my dumb ex at a play today, didn’t look or speak to him. Hope he likes seeing me moving on. GOOD DAY!!! 

I swear. pretty much every time something good happens in my life it all turns to crap. Over the past month I’ve been hanging out with a new guy and he’s really fun and nice. He’s pretty much the nicest guy out there. The only problem, he’s ill… he has a couple of bad problems and he tries so hard to not show them around me but I can tell he’s always in pain. Yesterday I didn’t talk with him and it turns out that he had to go to the emergency room and I wasn’t there for him… and I can’t even visit him because I’m a germ infested human being that could kill him… He says he’ll be back on Thursday and I hope he is… If I lose this person I’ll go mentally and physically insane. 

so this year we had a french exchange student come to our school, I was pretty much the first one to try to be friends with her and we got along really well, however, today the guy that I have been crushing on for a couple of months told me he was taking her to prom.. I know it’s just prom and it shouldn’t be a big deal but it still hurt. Now i don’t know what to do because every other guy is pretty much taken. FML